Patients the finale?

PATIENCE THE FINALE

So I told my little story about. How I didn’t become the next whiz kid programmer.  Some of you  might interpret  this tale as a woeful “migh have been” mourner’s tale, but  I invite you to think and feel again.  Well..my “work” life has turned out to have some  major  highlights and some lowlights.  I have made some. Really great choices and some beautiful mistakes.  What I’ve learned is that impatience is  not a motivator it is an indicator of  fear.  Fear of missing out, fear of not having enough time, fear of being seen as slow or weak, and internally as fear of believing in my calling or my glow.  I know those things  in my mind and am starting to weave them into my  everyday soul.  Impatience is your future. Stealing from your. Present.  It is placing your expectations on parts of the world you cannot control and thus it is giving up control without approaching acceptance.  

Becoming aware of my impatience  gives me a fighting  chance to break from a past that can never. Be again and to avoid sacrificing and compromising  today by trying. To make the  future a bright shining promise—unfortunately  a promise that can never be true because there  will only be “now” in the future you can’t  trade  your current soul for a bundle of happiness to be named later—that’s not how the human experience works.  

Anyway these are the things  I am learning and I  am going to. Summarize in a rhyme/song... I might not get this recorded  right now.,.. If I am patient the song will be better tomorrow that will of course. Be today.  

 Enjoy it NOW

Don’t scream  I can’t wait

Or feel cursed you’re too late

Don’t  crash into walls 

When you might find a gate

We get  hoodwinked by greed

And blinded by speed

We seek what  we want

While we forget what we  need. 

With impatience as master

Wishing time would  flow faster

You let go of now

as you reach for disaster

Ever faster We roll

On the edge of control 

Does this really matter?

It does to  my soul

Now my spirit  screams Wait!

Taste what’s here on  your plate

Your future will get hhere

On it’s assigned date

With  Power of Patience you can calm so much stressing

Put fears away and reduce the confessing

Know  Friends and Angels Walk with you always

And as they are for you —you are their blessing

Final words...Patience is hard, but if we want the product of hope to be peace and joy we must grab it in the stream as it passes...You. Are enough right now...you likely have enough right now or know  someone who will consider it a gift to provide it.  Never go so fast that you fly past your values or don’t have time to share them.....

I’m sorry if at times I have not been patient with you I will work on it in the future and the future is always now