Tuesday, January 14, 2020

Oscar previews the sequel already?

So  in honor of the OSCAR nominations  coming out and the little gratitude speeches that will be given tomorrow I’ll  make this  entry all about gratitude.  However, this morning I woke up pretty cranky so when  I started to look through some Valentine’s Day. Bling my daughter is crafting and wondered what shade of red I should. Get I thought. To myself—what’s the coolest?  The Answer of course was. Frankly—scarlet but I don’t give a damn.  So I’m not running to  the front of any boats and shouting I’m on top of the world this. Morning but I. Will try to focus as the  universe stares me in in the face and asks if I’m feeling lucky and I’m thinking I’m not controlling today so much so I just shook my head and thought okay Tuesday make my day.   

Well if you read yesterday’s rant  you know   The promise was made to talk about the magic of memories.  Let’s start out making a distinction in the world of seeking peace and joy.  When I’m talking about memories I’m talking about the collection of experiences not a list of facts about. The past.  So often we set goals that we hope to make part of our future, president, and eventually  our past.  When I was very young I made some of these  goals about. Cash and getting  more of it.  Well from time to time I’ve done okay with that but  if you asked me to recount my  best memories the answers might disappoint some of you  because I can’t show you the money.  I also can’t show you a bunch of trendy. Fashions or  new dangled stuff because I didn’t need to have what. She’s having or he’s having for that matter.  Some of the best memories are those I built with  friends over time and really  when I was  with some of them it felt like home and. Of course there’s no place like home.  Whenever I’ve  felt  like I was on extremely shaky ground in later years, I’ve pounded my brain for a minute and admitted this is not where I expected right now and in order to  move forward I recognized  that fact by qwuoting from OZ  hey...what would you do with a brain if you had one?  Then I just looked  for a yellow brick and headed out on the road to a new experience.  Since I’m a human, it is impossible to leave all the bad experiences and memories of them. Behind although I’d  like to  tell them haste la vista baby.  So I stare them in the face and  ask...you talkin’ to me...are you talkin’ to me?  If I don’t figure out why these memories. Exist in a place and time. When I’m facing  something I have been known to lash out claiming  hey memories you  think I’m out of order well you ‘re out of order, this whole situation is out of. Order and remind them that I’m not afraid of no ghosts.  

I guess what I’m saying here is  don’t drag  the memories around if they are. Not helpful.  You are not in Kansas anymore for a reason so here’s a tip.  Think of three great memories and one not so great.   Notice where you were, who you were with and remember  any conversations. You had...  Ask yourself which of these things you can ever reconstruct and then if your memories still get in the way explain to your spirit of exploration and experimentation and growth that what we have isn’t much to worry about... What we have here is a failure to communicate. That is to say recognize your memories as lasting lessons and determine whether  those  memories are really the tools you need  for this specific. Situation.  So often we let our memories dictate our beliefs about our current identity when  very often they just don’t apply.  What  you do when you. Allow  your memories to dictate instead of inform is  giving up the ability of. Your current. Self to seek peace and joy right now in short you have no chance to carpe diem.  So work with your memories a bit after you meditate or before you do, but not when you are in the flow of your day.  One of the best days of my life is when I realized that these memories I treasured weren’t always  my friends and  while it works for The Godfather  it’s not always to hold my friends close and my enemies  closer.  So I made my memories a  deal they couldn’t refuse and  said —I’ll always respect you and value your lessons, however you’re not going to get me and my little dog too.  

In short, in seeking peace and joy make memories your magic toolboxes and teachers but pay no attention to the  man behind the curtain who is trying to. Rule you with the fear of your past or scare you. Out of moving  forward.  remember your best past at a ratio of  about three to  one it’s easy if you try.  Don’t be at all afraid to interrupt a bad memory and say that’s enough and visualize yoursaelf destroying the fear...heck even use  Dirty Harry’s 44 Manum and ask  the fear if   It feels lucky bunk?  Then tell it say hello  to my little friend and  pump  that memory full of lead.  

Why. Treat your memories this way?  Well. Plutonium  might  be  old  on every street corner in 2025 but it’s. Pretty  hard to come by here... so you can’t hop in your DeLorean and go back  to fix the past and you can’t let the  space time continuum keep repeating  itself...Your life is not  Ground Hog’s Day although  I’m not sure it’s ever too early for flapjacks. 
Well pilgrims ... my fingers are getting tired and  I need to. Go quietly into that good night.  I’ll put together one  more segment of this. In the morning when I open my eyes  wide and I breathe in  the air outside after all I love the smell of Napalm in the morning.  for. Now cherish the good memories and swear as God as your witness that you’ll never let the rotten ones. Make you go hungry for peace and joy again.  Tell your  doubts that your  name is Indigo  Montoya and while bad memories  killed your father they  can prepare to die.  

Yo Rock cue. The theme song because I Gotta Fly Now , but tomorrow I’ll be back.

Hasta la vista  Baby  
  in honor of the OSCAR nominations  coming out and the little gratitude speeches that will be given tomorrow I’ll  make this  entry all about gratitude.  However, this morning I woke up pretty cranky so when  I started to look through some Valentine’s Day. Bling my daughter is crafting and wondered what shade of red I should. Get I thought. To myself—what’s the coolest?  The Answer of course was. Frankly—scarlet but I don’t give a damn.  So I’m not running to  the front of any boats and shouting I’m on top of the world this. Morning but I. Will try to focus as the  universe stares me in in the face and asks if I’m feeling lucky and I’m thinking I’m not controlling today so much so I just shook my head and thought okay Tuesday make my day.   

Well if you read yesterday’s rant  you know   The promise was made to talk about the magic of memories.  Let’s start out making a distinction in the world of seeking peace and joy.  When I’m talking about memories I’m talking about the collection of experiences not a list of facts about. The past.  So often we set goals that we hope to make part of our future, present, and eventually  our past.  When I was very young I made some of these  goals about. Cash and getting  more of it.  Well from time to time I’ve done okay with that but  if you asked me to recount my  best memories the answers might disappoint some of you  because I can’t show you the money.  I also can’t show you a bunch of trendy. Fashions or  new dangled stuff because I didn’t need to have what. She’s having or he’s having for that matter.  Some of the best memories are those I built with  friends over time and really  when I was  with some of them it felt like home and. Of course there’s no place like home.  Whenever I’ve  felt  like I was on extremely shaky ground in later years, I’ve pounded my brain for a minute and admitted this is not where I expected right now and in order to  move forward I recognized  that fact by qwuoting from OZ  hey...what would you do with a brain if you had one?  Then I just looked  for a yellow brick and headed out on the road to a new experience.  Since I’m a human, it is impossible to leave all the bad experiences and memories of them. Behind although I’d  like to  tell them haste la vista baby.  So I stare them in the face and  ask...you talkin’ to me...are you talkin’ to me?  If I don’t figure out why these memories. Exist in a place and time. When I’m facing  something I have been known to lash out claiming  hey memories you  think I’m out of order well you ‘re out of order, this whole situation is out of. Order and remind them that I’m not afraid of no ghosts.  

I guess what I’m saying here is  don’t drag  the memories around if they are. Not helpful.  You are not in Kansas anymore for a reason so here’s a tip.  Think of three great memories and one not so great.   Notice where you were, who you were with and remember  any conversations. You had...  Ask yourself which of these things you can ever reconstruct and then if your memories still get in the way explain to your spirit of exploration and experimentation and growth that what we have isn’t much to worry about... What we have here is a failure to communicate. That is to say recognize your memories as lasting lessons and determine whether  those  memories are really the tools you need  for this specific. Situation.  So often we let our memories dictate our beliefs about our current identity when  very often they just don’t apply.  What  you do when you. Allow  your memories to dictate instead of inform is  giving up the ability of. Your current. Self to seek peace and joy right now in short you have no chance to carpe diem.  So work with your memories a bit after you meditate or before you do, but not when you are in the flow of your day.  One of the best days of my life is when I realized that these memories I treasured weren’t always  my friends and  while it works for The Godfather  it’s not always to hold my friends close and my enemies  closer.  So I made my memories a  deal they couldn’t refuse and  said —I’ll always respect you and value your lessons, however you’re not going to get me and my little dog too.  

In short, in seeking peace and joy make memories your magic toolboxes and teachers but pay no attention to the  man behind the curtain who is trying to. Rule you with the fear of your past or scare you. Out of moving  forward.  remember your best past at a ratio of  about three to  one it’s easy if you try.  Don’t be at all afraid to interrupt a bad memory and say that’s enough and visualize yoursaelf destroying the fear...heck even use  Dirty Harry’s 44 Manum and ask  the fear if   It feels lucky bunk?  Then tell it say hello  to my little friend and  pump  that memory full of lead.  

Why. Treat your memories this way?  Well. Plutonium  might  be  old  on every street corner in 2025 but it’s. Pretty  hard to come by here... so you can’t hop in your DeLorean and go back  to fix the past and you can’t let the  space time continuum keep repeating  itself...Your life is not  Ground Hog’s Day although  I’m not sure it’s ever too early for flapjacks. 
Well pilgrims ... my fingers are getting tired and  I need to. Go quietly into that good night.  I’ll put together one  more segment of this. In the morning when I open my eyes  wide and I breathe in  the air outside after all I love the smell of Napalm in the morning.  for. Now cherish the good memories and swear as God as your witness that you’ll never let the rotten ones. Make you go hungry for peace and joy again.  Tell your  doubts that your  name is Indigo  Montoya and while bad memories  killed your father they  can prepare to die.  

Yo Rock cue. The theme song because I Gotta Fly Now , but tomorrow I’ll be back.


Hasta la vista  Baby  

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